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So, the Smashing Pumpkins' new CD "Zeitgeist" better be god damn fucking brilliant-- Not because I'm a huge fan, or anything.. But, I swear to Christ, I've been trying to download it for the past two days, and it hasn't been happening. I start downloading, and that somewhere along the line, I lose connection and have to start all over again... and I eventually just give up. I'm pretty confident that I might be able to get through it this time, but, knowing my luck, I just jinxed it. On the bright side, however, Bad Religion's "New Maps of Hell" is fantastic. I think that the CD is still up in it's entirety on their Myspace, you should check it out.

So, I'm having some pretty insane bipolar mood swings lately, which have just been a blast. I think it's just a combination of all the stress from school, the fact that the chick and I define dysfunction, and all of that fun stuff going on at home (people are sick, people are pissed, whatever) -- And it's all had one fabulous effect on me. I'm doing pretty cool now, though, all things considered. There are a few things bothering me still, but, it's one of those 'What the fuck ya gonna do 'bout it' type of deals. I guess that it's not worth being a whiney emo bitch over-- It's not like that attitude is going to make anything better. All there is to do, for the most part, is take a walk, blast some angry music, and just work on getting the hell over it. Sure, I'm feeling pretty emo about everything hitting me at the same time... But hey, I'd never be so bold as to assume that my stupid problems are the most important thing going on right now.

Yeah, I'm feelin' strangely fine.

I might go see Transformers tonight.. Not like I have anything better to do.